It's a Monday....

....and little Emma is at school.

The husband is at work.

Pickles is snoring, dreaming of chasing squirrels, no doubt.

And i am restless.

I have lots of things to do....lots. My list never gets shorter. But today, well, today i just want to crawl back into bed and pull the blankets over my head.

I get this way sometimes...and it's not good. I keep telling myself that lack of sunshine is the reason for this mood, yet i know that it is so much more than that.

It always has been.

It's almost like a helpless feeling....or maybe it's a hopeless feeling. I just know that i make sure that i pull out of it before Emma comes home.

She deserves a Mama who isn't feeling that crawling under the blankets is an answer to anything.