Monday, January 27, 2014

It's a Monday....

....and little Emma is at school.

The husband is at work.

Pickles is snoring, dreaming of chasing squirrels, no doubt.

And i am restless.

I have lots of things to do....lots. My list never gets shorter. But today, well, today i just want to crawl back into bed and pull the blankets over my head.

I get this way sometimes...and it's not good. I keep telling myself that lack of sunshine is the reason for this mood, yet i know that it is so much more than that.

It always has been.

It's almost like a helpless feeling....or maybe it's a hopeless feeling. I just know that i make sure that i pull out of it before Emma comes home.

She deserves a Mama who isn't feeling that crawling under the blankets is an answer to anything.


Saturday, January 25, 2014

Thoughts about the Circus....



Tonight, the three of us went to the Circus.

Yes, it was billed as "The Greatest Show on Earth!".

We were part of the Girl Scout seating, which of course, was filled with other Girl Scouts, Brownies and Daisies and their siblings and families. It was a very excited group; who wouldn't be thrilled to be at the Circus?!?!

(Except for maybe my sweet husband who paid for the tickets, the outrageous parking, and bought two hot dogs, a soda and a snow cone in an elephant cup.....honestly, you don't want to know the cost of that!)

Emma and i were excited too. This was my very first trip to the Circus, too.

It's no secret that i adore elephants. I'm not sure why, but i have always been drawn to these stunning animals.

And tonight, i was going to see elephants up close!!

As the show started, it was so very cool to see and hear how excited all of the kids and adults were who were sitting around us. From the youngest to the oldest, we were all very excited.

It really was a fun show.

The Magicians were hysterical with their bunnies.

The Poodles and their trainers were awesome.

The tigers were so cool.

The horses were cool with their tricks.

The acrobats were so breath-taking to watch.

The clowns were silly and funny.

The Elephants?

Tragically intoxicating to watch.....and then sadly, the elephants brought tears to my eyes.

The Elephants were a big "i-can't-wait-to-see-them!" event for everyone.

Even me.

But as i watched the Elephants go thru their routine, i became sad. I wanted more for those big, beautiful creatures.

I wanted to wish them to a place in Thailand called The Elephant Nature Park, which is run by an amazing woman named Lek Chailert who founded Save the Elephant Foundation.

The Elephant Nature Park is for Elephants who have had lives that haven't been the best for them. The Elephants may have been used for logging, for entertainment, or mistreated at the hand of humans.

I wanted the Elephants in The Greatest Show on Earth to have a home there, with other Elephants, to be able to be, well, just Elephants.

The thing is, watching the children, i could see how delighted they were in seeing these majestic creatures. These children were able to see how majestic these large beautiful creatures were....and how intelligent they were.

And yes, i did think the same thoughts when i saw the tigers.....

How can you instill a love of animals like these without having them be in a Circus?

I don't have answers and i'm not into making this into a debate just yet.....

I just know that last night, i dreamed of taking these beautiful Elephants to Lek's Park....and letting them just be Elephants.



Monday, January 6, 2014

Snow Day.....

Folks in these parts are known for getting a bit excited when it snows. We are often made fun of, laughed at and called names like "snow pansies" because of the way we deal with snow events. (Yes, we do call them 'snow events'!) Truth is, well, we just aren't prepared for cold weather. We can handle a little of it, but when the snow starts or the ice shows up, well, we can't handle it. Most of this is due to the fact that snow machines that spread salt (geeze, i know that there is an official name for that machine....) aren't something that we have around here.

The temperatures lately have been stunningly cold. Something called the Polar Vortex is going on....we just call it d@amn cold. School buses don't start and the schools heating systems don't keep up with the need. School is called off....Mamas groan and children cheer!

Today is one of those days.....

Pickles is not thrilled, but Emma was.

Crafts were done, soup and crackers were eaten, movies were watched, cookies were baked.

A most perfect snow day!